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thing or what?"
"I've set her on a course for Roatan. My wind spell won't last long, but we'll get there."
"No rush. We can't visit Luther Ross until morning. We should probably keep watch for a few minutes,
though, make sure we aren't followed."
"I'll cover that, if you don't mind covering us with a fog spell."
I cast the sorcerer spell. Fog billowed up around the boat, and we sailed out to sea.
Edinburgh/1962
THE NIX SAT ON A BARSTOOL, STARING AT THE BOTTLE of Scotch. Close enough to
touch to drink. In the old days, she'd never have considered such a thing. But now she was reduced to
this, staring at a bottle of alcohol, imagining the burn of it down her throat, the pleasant numbing amnesia
that followed.
She'd been inside plenty of partners with memories they'd wanted to forget, and most had indulged in
alcohol to do it. She'd always despised them for such weakness. She'd suffered through the effects, with
gritted teeth, hating every moment that her thoughts were dulled. And now she could think of nothing
better than to partake of that same temporary oblivion.
She concentrated and reached for the bottle. Her fingers passed through the glass, through the amber
liquid, leaving not so much as a drop of it on her skin. Once she'd have roared in frustration, cursed every
demon she could name for not freeing her from this spirit prison. Now she only moaned and sank into her
seat.
She hadn't fed properly since Dachev had left her. Oh, she'd taken partners, dined on her share of chaos,
but it hadn't been the same. She'd come halfway around the world in search of something better, and
hadn't found it. Every new partner was but a wretched substitute for him.
There would never be another like Andrei Dachev. A true partner of the soul. Though only a supernatural
shade and from an inferior race, at that he'd understood the power of death and chaos the way only a
demon usually could. More than that, he'd appreciated the craft of chaos more than most demons, and
he'd opened her mind to possibilities she'd never considered, to the true beauty of physical and mental
suffering.
He'd been content to watch, but they'd always talked of finding a way, not only to bring him inside her
partners, but to impose their will on those partners, to force them to carry out Dachev's visionary ideas.
Had they accomplished that, the Nix knew she would have felt an emotion she'd never experienced:
happiness. The happiness of complete satisfaction.
If only she hadn't betrayed him.
She betrayed all her partners eventually, for that final satisfaction of seeing them fall. She'd told herself
that was the reason she'd turned on Dachev, because she was so accustomed to doing so that she had
acted without thinking. The truth was far more unforgivable. She had betrayed Dachev because she'd
tasted another emotion she'd never encountered before: fear.
While she'd been inside a partner, an angel had come for Dachev the same one who'd taken her soul
from the Marquise's body and transported her to hell. She'd recognized him, but when Dachev saw the
angel, dressed in contemporary clothing, acting human, he'd mistaken him for a corporeal being. She
could have warned him. All she had to do was jump out of her partner. But to do so would have meant
exposing herself. Fear had paralyzed her, and she'd left Dachev to his fate.
She'd had time to repent her cowardice. Fifteen years of finding only serviceable partners, nothing like
Agnes or Jolynn or Lizzie, and certainly nothing like Andrei Dachev.
The pub door opened, and a boy crept in. As he slipped over to a table to deliver a message to his
father, his gaze darted about, taking in everything about this forbidden place. A young blond woman
across the room watched the boy. Nothing strange in that everyone had turned to look at the child, the
normal curiosity of the bored. It was the way this woman looked at him that caught the Nix's attention.
There was a glint in her eye, not the hunger of a perverse human who lusts after children, but the truer lust
of the predator.
The woman said something to her table-mate, a lank-haired young man. His gaze slid to the boy, and he
smiled, his eyes lighting with a dimmer spark. Another predator, but a follower, a willing disciple. The
woman was the leader. Interesting.
The Nix slid from her seat and moved closer. She hesitated, dreading the rush of disappointment that
would come if she was mistaken. Finally, she met the young woman's gaze. And after only the briefest
dip into her thoughts, the Nix knew her luck had changed.
Chapter 23
ONCE BELOW DECK, WE DID THE SAME THINGS WE'D done almost every night for the past
year sat and talked. One would think that we'd have run out of topics months ago, but there always
seemed to be something new to discuss, some subject, some opinion, some turn of mind left unexplored.
That night, a comment about the werewolf guard launched the discussion, which quickly led to an
exchange of "werewolves I have known" war stories. Soon Kristof was telling me the long, convoluted
tale of his encounter with a werewolf pack in Russia.
As I listened, my legs tucked under me and my head resting on my arm, the gentle rock of the boat and
the familiar cadence of his voice conspired to tug me off to dreamland. Yet I resisted. Yes, my brain was
in dire need of a sleep recharge. Yes, I could hear this story another time. And yes, it wasn't even all that
interesting, but I could have listened for hours, curled up, comfortable, and sleepy, watching Kristof, his
hands and eyes moving animatedly, voice rising and falling as the story slowed and restarted.
There'd been a time when I'd have given anything to be right here, listening to one of Kristof's stories.
How many nights had I lain awake, just thinking of how good it would be to hear his voice? How many
times had I considered picking up the phone and telling him about Savannah? Come morning, I was
always horrified by the impulse, that I'd use my daughter as an excuse to get something I wanted. Now I
could indulge myself without guilt or shame. So I stayed awake until the last bit of the tale was done, then
let myself drift off to sleep.
When I awoke just past dawn, Kris was already on deck, navigating the boat to shore. We dropped
anchor in a quiet cove and disembarked. We probably wouldn't need to use the boat again our travel
incantations would get us off the island but it never hurt to have a backup plan. My guess was that all
the pirates were back in La Ceiba. I never did figure out why they were guarding Roatan at all. A pretty
enough island, but no different from a thousand other pretty islands in the ghost world. Maybe there was
a hidden cache of treasure here somewhere& although I couldn't imagine what treasure ghosts would
need to hoard. Or maybe it was simply a hideaway to protect, because that's what pirates did.
Following my directions, we found a vine-choked path heading into the jungle. From the hills, we could
see a gorgeous white-sand beach hugging an aquamarine Caribbean sea, pink coral reefs visible beneath
the crystal clear water& but of course, our path didn't take us anywhere near there. After about a
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